Supposedly, I’m a 22-year-old writer who is currently living in Oxford. I nowadays think of it as my home, although my mother still prefers when I call Sweden home, instead of England. I shouldn’t even call myself a writer because I’ve never been able to finish anything in my life. I’m addicted to coke (the drink, not the drug). I’ve always secretly (and sometimes not-so-secretly) wanted to become a ballerina but now I’m too old. Everyone keeps telling me that I was born in the wrong decade, but they can’t seem to decide whether I belong in the 40s, 50s, or 70s, I usually say I’m a hippie at heart though. My skin crawls if too much time passes by without me being alone for a while. I had an E.T. doll when I was younger; I used to put dresses on it and loved it unconditionally without having seen the movie. I have a to-do-list for my life, and each year it seems to grow longer instead of shorter. I don’t know if that’s good or bad. I’d love to go on tour with a band, but not for their music but because that’s the only way I’ll ever go on tour anywhere. Alas, it is what it is. I guess this is my latest bell jar. Email / g-talk: fridha[at]gmail.com Aim: Johnnypanic63 I’m a sucker for spontaneous emails.Tumblr (3.0; @fridha)http://fridha.tumblr.com/(via spinlighted) that’s what i said. it’s how we live beth.http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/232148161http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/232148161Tue, 03 Nov 2009 21:52:34 +0100I just had a panic attack for the first time in years. I got a call from my dad and he informed me...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/232099077http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/232099077Tue, 03 Nov 2009 20:44:04 +0100Ugh, hungover. And I have a whole day of lectures to look forward to. But at least I did what I said...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231663848http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231663848Tue, 03 Nov 2009 09:23:27 +0100From now on I refuse to wait for something to happen. So what if I make an ass of myself? I’ll...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231102131http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231102131Mon, 02 Nov 2009 22:15:33 +0100From now on I will call everything that involves either alcohol, kissing, hot chocolate, flirting or...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231097876http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231097876Mon, 02 Nov 2009 22:10:29 +0100I will drunk-text you damnit. If I’ve got enough money that is.. otherwise I’ll drunk...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231061593http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231061593Mon, 02 Nov 2009 21:25:21 +0100<img src="http://2.media.tumblr.com/tumblr_ksi0ivP4ne1qz9p5ao1_500.jpg"/><br/><br/><p><b>Cheers tumblr! </b></p> <p><b>I plan on getting ridiculously drunk tonight. But not drunk enough to do drunk-texting.</b></p>http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231058009http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/231058009Mon, 02 Nov 2009 21:20:54 +0100(via newfilosofee) yep, this is exactly how i feel right now.http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230915391http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230915391Mon, 02 Nov 2009 17:51:44 +0100I just found out that the guy who broke my heart when I was 19 is engaged. This day just keeps...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230147142http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230147142Sun, 01 Nov 2009 23:58:42 +0100“Cast me gently, into morning, for the night has been unkind. Take me to a place so holy,...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230116731http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230116731Sun, 01 Nov 2009 23:22:00 +0100I cried before I knew she was dead on Friday, I’ve cried some since then. But I’ve just...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230069733http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230069733Sun, 01 Nov 2009 22:25:25 +0100Have I told you lately how much I adore you? Cause I do. Adore you. You always give the best answers...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230044596http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/230044596Sun, 01 Nov 2009 21:54:34 +0100Yeah, tumblr, I’m back to being confused. Mixed signals? Yeah, they’re coming along just...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229890850http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229890850Sun, 01 Nov 2009 18:41:42 +0100It’s done. Bandaid’s been ripped off, and I can move on. Harmless fun was all it was,...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229847825http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229847825Sun, 01 Nov 2009 17:45:53 +0100I’m old-fashioned in the way that I think it’s the guy that should ask me out, ask for...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229829142http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229829142Sun, 01 Nov 2009 17:21:21 +0100I hate the games men play. Just be honest and straightforward, and tell us if you like us. And if...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229736743http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229736743Sun, 01 Nov 2009 15:02:50 +0100“Hell hath no fury like a woman scorned.” (William Congreve) Just you wait.http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229370574http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229370574Sun, 01 Nov 2009 03:26:34 +0100I feel guilty for going out for Halloween tonight. I wasn’t planning on going out, but then my...http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229162143http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/229162143Sat, 31 Oct 2009 21:47:06 +0100I don’t want to go to another funeral. It breaks my heart every single time.http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/228824782http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/228824782Sat, 31 Oct 2009 13:43:22 +0100<embed type="application/x-shockwave-flash" src="http://fridha.tumblr.com/swf/audio_player.swf?audio_file=http://www.tumblr.com/audio_file/228354723/tumblr_kscpvyWbHL1qz9p5a&color=FFFFFF" height="27" width="207" quality="best"></embed><br/><br/><p><i>Change is hard</i> - She and Him</p> <p>—</p> <p><b>I’m all out of luck,</b></p> <p><b>but what else could I be?</b></p> <p>I know he’s yours,</p> <p>and he’ll never belong to me again.</p> <p>I did him wrong.</p> <p>So don’t brag,</p> <p>keep it to yourself,</p> <p><b>I did him wrong.</b></p> <p><b>I was never no, never no, never enough.</b></p> <p>But I can try, I can try to toughen up.</p> <p>I listened when they told me,</p> <p>“If he burns you let him go,”</p> <p><b>Change is hard, I should know.</b></p> <p><b>I should know.</b></p> <p><b>I should know.</b></p>http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/228354723http://fridha.tumblr.com/post/228354723Sat, 31 Oct 2009 00:43:10 +0100